I am scared..

This is hard, getting comfortable with a total new, different person. 

I forgot how shy I am. 

& I hate it. 

I wish I wouldn't have to get comfortable with someone new, but I have no other choice. 

This was my decision, & I am going to do what I need to do. Yes, this is hard. But it will be worth it, I know it. 

I am just scared all he wants is one thing, I know he doesn't. He's not that type of person, I am just scared that I am wrong. 

Yes, I have major trust issues now from my last relationship. But I will try not to let that effect this one. 

This is going to be hard, but not impossible.