It's that time.

It's time.

Time for me to let him go.

Yes, it is going to hurt like hell at first. But honestly, it's for the best.

I feel like I am waiting for nothing,

It's like waiting for it to rain in the desert, It's never going to happen.

Honestly, I am waiting for nothing. I have been waiting for over a year to be with you, & you haven't done shit. You've hurt me so many times, & I have just pushed it away. You had sex with my best fucking friend. & I forgave you for that. You were doing stuff behind my back, & I fucking forgave you. You've lied to me, so many times. & I have forgiven you. Wow, how stupid am I? You're never going to come back to me. It probably hasn't even crossed your mind once. All I wanted to do today was be with you, but you didn't want too. You never do stuff with me out in public, it's always in your house or in a different town/city. Like you don't want to be seen with me. At school, you act like I am a stranger to you. That I am nobody. Like I am your little secret. Well, I am sorry. But it's that time, for me to let you go. It's going to hurt, I am going to cry. But I know it's for the best. Because I know you're never going to stop playing this little game. & I am honestly tired of the drama, tired of getting hurt, tired of fucking crying.

You tell me you still love me & all of this shit. But then you go behind my fucking back & go have sex with her. It makes me feel like you don't care about me. That I mean nothing to you. What am I to you? A piece of paper that you can keep throwing away. Because you can. Well, it is time for me to be with someone that will actually want to be with me. & not play with my heart.

So, go be with her. Because I am done.

I am letting you go.