Just one cut..

I just can't stop thinking about it. 

How I could just pick up that blade & make just one simple cut. 

Maybe more.. 

I have thought about it way to much lately, it just won't get out of my head. But I am staying strong, until I can't be strong anymore. 

I am holding back that urge as much as I can. 

I can't let the blade win this time. Even if I want it too.